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Happy Thursday... with love....


Had some nausea today... I know, I'm driving myself crazy analyzing every little symptom thinking I might be pregnant... I'm trying to remain calm.. I really truly am. It can be so hard. Looking forward to the weekend... to knitting.. I promised one of my clients (12 yr old girl) we could knit together tomorrow for a session... it's a nice feeling, this is a client that has taken so long to warm up to me... it was sweet of her to ask..

Everything is Ok..
I am preparing myself for the fact that my period will show up late next week...

for an anonymous blog, i'm feeling more comfortable sharing some of my identity... here is another pic of my hubby and I...

btw, summer is my LEAST favorite season... this icky hot weather bothers me so much.. I love the fall&winter.. I share the love of these seasons with my husband...

RIP Michael Jackson... I grew up listening to the amazing tunes!!

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