Gosh I am tired. Wasn't I off of work all summer? How can one be so tired? Every single day it seems I'm on the go, go, go..... I need some rest. My schedule has been pretty crazy over the past 2-3 weeks. Tomorrow evening, I vow to come home and just rest. Wednesday Evening I start a Meditation course at MSU Evening College which should be pretty relaxing!! At least there isn't a home football game this upcoming weekend... I need a break!
Do it, now..You know who you are...You feel it in your heart........And you're burning with ambition But first, wait.....Won't get it on a plate.......You gonna have to work for it......Harder and harder And I know....Cause I've been there before...Knocking on the doors...With rejection And you'll see..Cause if it's meant to be.....Nothing can compare........To deserving your dreams
It's amazing All that you can do It's amazing Makes my heart sing Now it's up to you
Patience, now....Frustration is in the air....And people who don't care....Well it's gonna get you down And you'll fall....Cause you will hit a wall...But get back on your feet.....And you'll be stronger.....And smarter
And I know Cause I've been there before Knocking down the doors Won't take no for an answer
And you'll see....Cause if it's meant to be.....Nothing can compare.....To deserving your dreams
The past week has been so hard on me. So many changes at once. Too many stressors. Tears falling left and right. Too many changes at once for me to handle. Still trying to heal from my surgery. Planning on seeing an acupuncturist Monday September 15th as well as September 16th to help with my healing overall which I am somewhat frightened about. It seems with all the changes, I don't know where I am with everything and that is somewhat scary for me. All I feel like doing is lying in bed with my husband snuggling, crying, being held and taking all the changes day by day trying to move forward.
This is so stressful... the basement flooded again... is the 3rd time a charm? It's the worst ever. It seems we can't get any help. We've been fighting the drain commissioner for over a year. It's incredibly frustrating. We need a lawyer that handles this stuff..... asap. Whomever approved the sites behind us to allow the water to drain directly into our yard........ sigh......grrr.......
We all need it. We need people to help us through a bad spot in life. I'm here for you, my dear friend.
Call me when you need me....
anytime of the day, I will listen. we'll get through this. Lean on me. Please Know this.
“Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... 'How did I get through all of that?”