My home is where my story begins.....

This song reminds me of how I feel about my husband. Full of LOVE!! He takes care of me and me him!!! :)

I smiled alot today. It felt good. Peaceful.

Gosh I am tired. Wasn't I off of work all summer? How can one be so tired? Every single day it seems I'm on the go, go, go..... I need some rest. My schedule has been pretty crazy over the past 2-3 weeks. Tomorrow evening, I vow to come home and just rest. Wednesday Evening I start a Meditation course at MSU Evening College which should be pretty relaxing!! At least there isn't a home football game this upcoming weekend... I need a break!

I Want You To...... I want you to love me.. I want you to touch me.... I want you to know me... I want you to show me... I want you to love me... i want to you to have that hot look in your eye..... no time to be shy.... My pulse is racing... I want you to want me.. i want you to love me, i want you to touch me. For you.......

I miss my friends. It seems I am so alone these days. What to do? Just cope. and get stronger?? Too many changes at once. oh.. and Dear Readers.. (of none, likely.. lol) I am not great with change..... so 4-6 losses of friends in the past 6 months has taken its toll.

My dear friend, these lyrics are for you today... Do it, now..You know who you are...You feel it in your heart........And you're burning with ambition But first, wait.....Won't get it on a plate.......You gonna have to work for it......Harder and harder And I know....Cause I've been there before...Knocking on the doors...With rejection And you'll see..Cause if it's meant to be.....Nothing can compare........To deserving your dreams It's amazing All that you can do It's amazing Makes my heart sing Now it's up to you Patience, now....Frustration is in the air....And people who don't care....Well it's gonna get you down And you'll fall....Cause you will hit a wall...But get back on your feet.....And you'll be stronger.....And smarter And I know Cause I've been there before Knocking down the doors Won't take no for an answer And you'll see....Cause if it's meant to be.....Nothing can compare.....To deserving your dreams Don’t ...

There is emotional pain in life.... and.... by absorbing this, I will grow.