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It's been awhile...


It's been awhile since I posted an entry... probably because it's hard to acknowledge all my feelings about everything..my husband and I just got referred to an infertility doctor so I've been thinking about this alot & felt the need to add here... I will get pregnant, I have faith. I really do. Our appointment is on April 1st with the new doctors.

I took this cycle off of the medications to let my body relax from all the Clomid which just kept making me sick. I think I am on cd24.. not even tracking really this month...

It's getting close to Spring. The stress of our yard needing grass from the floods last summer... we'll be doing hydroseeding. lots of watering, landscaping, etc...

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