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Thoughts on Friendships.


The random thoughts that pop into my head... the feelings of loss over friendships.. the desire to have that one true close friend that I can bare my soul too as I began this long process over the next several months...

It seems I've trusted too easily, gotten burned by people and greatly want the one friend who gets me.... don't we all??

I wish more people understood me. I wish there was a support group for PCOS and/or endometriosis and those ladies trying to concieve...

I got somewhat emotional today so tomorrow is a new day and I will make sure to get a better handle on it..... after all, the weekend begins tomorrow...

Dear Friend, wherever you are, I need you......
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