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I suck at being home alone.


I almost turn into a crazy person actually. I have never lived alone and my husband only goes away once in awhile. I don't sleep well. I can't take sleeping pills to knock me out & only this morning I realized I should have taken Benadryl (duh!!). I drive people insane when I'm home alone.
Should have had some wine this weekend.. maybe I will today while I am cleaning,organizing stuff.

*shrug*

Knowing hubby will be in my bed tonight, however late he arrives is a good feeling.

Cuddling with my kitties helped last night.. I was able to get Norah to snuggle close while I fell asleep.
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