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On vacation.... a sad morning.


This morning, I got a call with my lab results for the month.. my progesterone level was .6
HORRIBLE. Last month it was 4.59 which was bad but this is awful.
I had just gotten into Epcot, looking forward to a great day... and got this horrible call. I just wanted to cry......
I guess the plan for next month is to go up to 100mg Clomid and I asked to have them start the Glucophage now... my obgyn is on vacation until wednesday so hopefully will get a call so I can pick that prescription up when my vacation is over....

gosh, I tried all day to smile but that progesterone level is horrible... and I have switched almost all my foods to this.

I guess it wasn't my month. I had a glass of wine with lunch I was so bummed. I suppose it doesn't matter if I have some drinks until I am back to cd1 whenever that will be...

Heading back to Epcot in a bit for the firework night show...

my husband was very loving today, by the way... he knew how hard I took the news.
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