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I got the idea for starting my own blog from an unlikely source. I read her blog and felt like I knew her well when I was done reading. I was proud of her strength reading the past year of her life and I wanted to reach out & hug her. It's strange to get inspiration from unlikely sources. But that's how interesting life can be.


I'm going to be as honest as I can here.

I named this blog
"My Home is where my story Begins" .

It is based on the very similar quote which is a favorite of mine "Home is where our story begins...."

I think writing this & opening up about the very intimate thoughts/stressors I have right now will be helpful. I will likely invite others to read as I write more.

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