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More bad news from the fertility doctor today...


It appears I will not ovulate at all this month. No follicles even at this point today. She doesn't seem to think that I will ovulate at all.... It's all very sad... and I cried upon leaving. It feels nobody understands. I do not even understand it myself.

I guess next month we'll increase the medication. I'm so down..

I love my husband. But even he doesn't know what to say... one of my best friends is about to not be my best friend anymore --at least that is how it feels --all he&I do is fight all the time --and the fighting has went on for weeks..

Every month it gets harder and harder to take this.. I don't know what to do. It's stressful to know what step to take moving forward..

Luckily I have one more day off this week... my regular annual at the obgyn.. so lovely..
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Jaime said…
I am sorry sweetie, I know exactly how you feel. We are coming up on our three year anniversary of TTC. IF sucks really bad. I am sorry you are having a rough time. ((HUGS))
And I know this doesn't make up for it, but now you can drink on your family trip......
July 22, 2009 at 12:47 AM
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