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a sorta fairytale...

Which is decidedly the song of the day...

This song... as with many... has many interpretations..

take from it what you wish.. I know what it means to me.

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Blood Test tomorrow morning at the lab.. Can't wait to just get it over. I haven't cried - still taking the dumb progesterone pills - temp still high (DUE to those progesterone pills) and not pregnant....

I wonder why the pain is so intense month after month... I hope it won't be like that.. It was told to me it will happen when it happens... that I hope for...

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