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Day 1.....

Ok ok..... I'm here... took the medicine a little bit ago. Can only wait to see how it reacts to my body. I was a little nervous, anxious today as I was awaiting to start this process. I know, I know.. it seems my entries are all focused around me taking Clomid but it's the most important thing going on in my life right now... I'm really glad we're going away for the weekend somewhere really relaxing.. i think it will be great for my mind, body & soul while making it through the next 5 days!

I need as much support from my friends as I can get right now... and it feels not everyone really understands what I am going through.. I suppose that is to be expected..

Hopefully my mood stays even through the night.... giggling.....

Listening to a new band today that was recommended for me.... TV on the Radio
Enjoying it quite a bit!
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