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Homecoming.


Ah... Homecoming. The weather is good. Feels like Fall finally. I remember growing up how Homecoming was such a big deal.. seems different now.... (as I giggle because T just called stuck on campus @ MSU trying to pick up catering for our tailgate). Homecoming is about traditions, people coming together, bringing the past into the present. Remembering our past... old friends mixed with new friends.. at least that's how I see it. It was an odd feeling to get the email from the old girlfriends from work this morning wanting to know where my new tailgate spot is so they could visit....

Although I've not heard from them in months..... it almost seems fitting that on homecoming weekend, they would choose to get in touch.. It is interesting to say the least... I still think of them with fond memories and wish they had maintained contact when I reached out to them... but they did not... and of that I have no control. I'm living my life... and embracing what each day brings..

See you tomorrow... Homecoming at Michigan State University.......
my alma mater, now deeply a part of me...

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