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Hope....


I'll admit, when it comes to my fertility, I lack hope.. why? because there has been such disappointment in the past... I'm feeling hopeful this month.. don't know if there is a specific reason or what...


I saw something special today that nearly made me cry.. it's work-related so I can't really blog about it.. but I have a client, a girl I work with who I strongly advocate for... and I witnessed something really special for her today!

my temperature went back up again this morning.... i SOOOOOOO do not understand these Body Basal Temperature thingies.... *sigh* I need to get a book on this stuff at the library or something...
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Amy@LittlePinkDollhouse said…
I 'hope' this month brings you your BFP! Do you chart your temps online?
June 22, 2009 at 11:06 PM
melissaabarnes said…
My BBT is online & also on the bottom of my blog. Using Fertility Ties.
June 22, 2009 at 11:13 PM
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