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What a terrible Friday night....

I noticed on Thursday my left ear was starting to hurt... tried not to focus too much on it... but yesterday it was like ringing, hard to ear.. painful to touch... so I drove myself to the local emergency.. where I waited like over an hour.. a woman came in with 4 screaming children & a mcdonalds bag (this is the part where the small of the food made me really nauseous).. but anyhow, I saw the doctor... felt sicker by the time I got back in the quiet room.. so apparently I have an ear infection.. never had one before in my life.. was an annoying day yesterday for me.. I was frustrated/hormonal all day.. my husband was going away for the weekend but stayed home and left this morning.. well, the doctor gave me an antibiotic and ear drops... got home & crashed into bed immediately..

my temps are still up there - but I know that's because of the progesterone pills so I am trying to remain hopeful but not OVERLY excited...

planning to relax today after I run out to the drugstore to get this prescription filled.. stick a blu-ray movie in..

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song of the day: Michael Jackson's smooth criminal...
(I remember growing up his videos used to be released in prime-time television.. stuff like that never happens anymore) Am still sorta stunned he passed...

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Infertile Naomi said…
Hope you are feeling better and your period does not show up this week!

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