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It was a Good Day...



Cd21. Temperature dropped as u can see at the bottom of my blog. I read that taking prometrium will cause fluctuations with my temperature so I am not so stressed about that exactly.. We're going to baby dance (hehe) for the next 2 nights anyhow.. :)

Side effects weren't as bad today. I feel better about some things I've blogged about lately. Clarification is always good.

I found myself thinking about wanting to be pregnant so bad today... It's hard not to take it day by day.. and I know now to stress people so much with the serious nature of my moods / all the little details. I have to follow up again with the person who knows of a infertility support group. I think it would greatly help.

I fed ALL the birds today... for my kitties to watch from the window thus the picture of the bird. I love hearing my kitties meow at the window as they stare at the birdies..

and in OTHER great news, I got my hair cut, new blond highlights and my eye brows waxed today...

just trying to relax. lots to do tonight/tomorrow morning as we have family coming in for Father's Day...

Comments

Infertilenaomi said…
Sounds like a semi-good day! You have nicely formed eyebrows!

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