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I'm driving myself nuts...

So I'm on cd30.. I'm driving myself nuts. I am *REALLY* trying not to analyze every little symptom that could be deemed a preg symptom. *sigh* I bought a few boxes of HPT yesterday that were on sale (although my hubby doesn't seem to think they are reliable *another sigh*). Hubby loves me to death and is worried I am getting myself too worked up over my cycle & every little symptom - & he's right.. I just want to be pregnant SO bad...

I still don't understand this temperature chart.. it makes ZERO sense to me.. what exactly does it tell me? I feel nothing - I feel it's just something the doctor can look at - but I analyze every detail trying to see if I can tell anything by it.. like why did my temp jump up some this am??

Quite honestly, I just feel like crying... not sure why.. just really hoping for a good week...
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Amy@LittlePinkDollhouse said…
Your chart is telling you that you ovulated about cycle day 21. So today you're only 9dpo. Your temps do look a little bit up and down, are you vaginally temping, and temping at the exact same time every morning, like first thing you do before even sitting up in bed?
June 29, 2009 at 2:31 PM
melissaabarnes said…
I do not vaginally temp. I just use the Body Basal thermometer in my mouth. I try very hard to temp daily at 8am. some days if I have an appointment, i have to do it earlier. I got the HcG shot on cd 18 in the fertility doc's office.. she said that would force ovulation within 24-36 hours so we just kept BDancing. all of it is confusing... enough to drive a sane person insane.. lol
June 29, 2009 at 2:46 PM
Amy@LittlePinkDollhouse said…
lol oh yeah, I hear ya! I would try temping vaginally, I think you get a better read on your temps that way. Good luck!
June 29, 2009 at 9:33 PM
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