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Trying to Concieve really sucks...


Today is cd31. I took a hpt this morning & it was negative (and with 2 days until my period - it is 84% reliable so I know I am not pregnant).

I'm not having the best morning. I'm sad. I knew I would be. I haven't cried yet (which is amazing if you know me). I am just trying not to think about it.. I have to do my blood test at the hospital in 2 days so then it will be official that this month has come to a terrible ending.
I did everything right.. I hate pcos. i hate endometriosis.
Song of the day ~ Family Tree
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Jaime said…
Hey, if you did O on CD21 and today is only 10DPO then you still might be in the game. It's really hard not to overanalyze because the progesterone supps you are taking mimic pregnancy symptoms. GL!! Try again if AF is late!!
((HUGS)) thinking of you!
June 30, 2009 at 12:35 PM
melissaabarnes said…
Thanks Jaime... just am thinking my O happened prior to that even tho that temp chart doesn't reflect because of that HcG shot on cd18. I thought that forced O within 24-36 hours... I admit, I got overly excited even tho I knew those progesterone pills were causing some of the symptoms.. after my blood test Thurs, at least I will be able to have some alcohol beverages over the holiday weekend & see some friends until AF welcomes herself... Ugh!!
June 30, 2009 at 1:16 PM
Jaime said…
Just a thought....not trying to get your hopes up, because I know the highs and lows of IF suck, but I found this online.....
"Ovulation occurs 36-48 hours after a single HCG injection"
What time of the day did you get the shot? For my IVF I did my shot at 10:15p on Friday and didn't go in for retrieval until 10:15a on Sun, so that's 36 hours........ and the eggs were still there waiting to be retrieved, I hadn't O'd yet. I don't know why I am writing a book here, I should just email you...sorry. I just want you to know I am thinking about you and I have my fingers and toes crossed!!
June 30, 2009 at 2:54 PM
Amy@LittlePinkDollhouse said…
*hugs* I'm so sorry hun. I agree with Jamie, I think you still have a chance. I'm keeping everything crossed for you!
June 30, 2009 at 4:05 PM
melissaabarnes said…
Thank you.. I appreciate the support... I will see what happens when I go to the lab on Thurs to get my blood drawn for the 'official test'....

I still feel awful Jaime about your IVF... infertility basically sucks... it's so hard month after month to be postive.. luckily my hubby is VERY positive...
June 30, 2009 at 8:51 PM
Jaime said…
Positivity is definitely difficult. I went through some intense negativity afterwards, but feeling more hopeful again. Good thing I guess. I will be thinking about you tomorrow. Post as soon as you know, no matter what the result! ((HUGS))
July 1, 2009 at 1:59 PM
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